Saturday, May 11, 2013

Ho Hum, Drop The Bum...

     More time passed and, by this time, I was getting disenchanted with life changing things that SHE said that SHE was going to do or needed to do, and still made no attempt to accomplish.  It was like a lot of HER thoughts and beliefs, of what would or could possibly happen in the demise of HER destructive marriage, were very unrealistic.  Like...  The fact that SHE was actually believing and telling me that SHE was thinking about being roommates with dumb ass during and after their divorce and live in peace and harmony under the same roof.  I know a bunch of those unrealistic expectations and plans were driven into HER head by HER not so mentally there husband.  After all, he thought that SHE should be cool with him fucking any skank that wanted to just as long as he said he had no feelings for the whore and he said I'm so sorry and will never do it again each time.  Any way, we had been around one another enough to know that it could work if in fact SHE loses the dead weight.  So let's see.  I am being very cautious especially since SHE did take him back after the average woman would have told him to go fuck himself with a broom and get lost.  We continued talking and building on an already solid friendship.
     I had come a long ways by this time, health-wise, and I had no major complaints in life.  I have been fortunate and BLESSED enough to have both a strong will and a strong resolve.  Dumb ass had the type of job where he would be gone from home for several days at a time.  When he was home, SHE would be limited as to when or even how long SHE could talk.  Why???  Because SHE was too scared to make a move.  Partly HER own fault and partly because of the mind games that he played with HER.  He beat it into HER head that SHE is and will be absolutely nothing without him.  I even come to find out that he would come try to crawl into bed with HER when he came home from work.  Sometimes he would sleep on the other side of the bed or in the same room.  But, of course, they hadn't had sex in over a year, SHE said.  Say WHAT?  All of those indicators are definite speed bumps in the path to complete togetherness between HER and I.  Let's just see what happens.  My momma didn't raise no fool!  For now, nothing truly serious can come...

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